Maktab Rendah Sains MARA (MRSM) Jasin, Melaka 2002-2003

          when i was in primary and secondary school..i was always amused by all those people and my own seniors who had the chance to go to MRSM..macam hebat sgt..nama pon gah kan that time..so diam2..saya bercita-cita nak belajar kt MRSM gak walaupun rase mcm mustahil je nk masuk sekolah tu..tp unbelievably mase bulan kedua kat form 4 Akas in SIGS, i received an offer letter from MARA..honestly, i was so proud that time dan sgt berkobar2 la nk masuk sekolah tu without knowing what was waiting for me in the future..macam banyak kesedihan compared to happiness..

          so basically kt MRSM ni ada 18 kelas..banyakkan ?? haha..kelas 401/501 sampai la 418/518..ade kelas sains, akaun, reka cipta ntah tak ingat la..so saya masuk tingkatan 406 (2002) and 506 (2003)...class mates saye ade 24 org..i can still remember few names..Joe (Puan Farhana okeh..), Nana, Adeq, Na, Madihah, Nadia, Muna, Ain (now physiotherapist kt IJN), Pika, Muna, Pakteh, Syed, Abu, Syahmi, Razak and ramai lagi la..so ni la dak2 kelas saya utk 2 tahun :)

2002 : this was my culture shock year sepanjang kt MRSM. never been apart from home, i was a bit lost here..i dont know why but slowly it feels like im losing the 'sparks' of my own brain..semua subject seemed to be so odd..so hard and tough..students there were like soo super-genius..and i started to develop this inferiority complex yg sgt teruk..my self-esteem was at its lowest level..i dont wanna use those reasons as my excuses but seriously my academic performance was like bullshit..time paling sedih was addmaths..i even cried in  class when my addmaths teacher that time came to my table just to explain apa yg dia da ajar coz i was like so lambat pick up as my classmates sume da paham apa yg dia ajar except for me..rasa mcm saya la student paling bodoh dlm class tu..sedih sgt2..tak kira lagi class chemistry, biology and physics..mcm nk call mak, suruh amek amek bawak balik JB..
tu pasal academic..then bout my 'personal' life..hmm...this part was so confusing..not just to myself..but to the people kt sekeliling saya.. i dont know whether i should put this in my blog or not..or maybe some other time..

2003 : so this was the year i sat for my SPM..well i can say that 2003 was much better than 2002..da tau how to managed my own life da kot..i can still remember my juniors yg susah btol saya nak lupa dlu..they were fiza and mira (who looks like rudy from kumpulan kristal..haha)..ok pasal academic.. i was still quite weak but takla rase suxx sgt..i didnt expect to get good grade for my SPM..trial SPM pon stakat 1A je kot..so i can still remember this old friend of mine named YAYA from 510 kot..a week before SPM (time bulan puase) baru saya tahu apa yg saya tak pernah tahu pasal kimia..form 4 punya subject weiii....baru nk belajar seminggu sebelum chem paper...tp YAYA dgn sabarnye ajar saya semua basic chemistry tu..alhamdulillah..saya dapat jawab paper chem and other papers dgn tenang walaupon tak tau jawapan betul ke salah..

          so SPM 2003 tu syukurlah coz walaupon saya tak expect dapat more than 3A pon..tp alhamdulillah saya dapat 6A1, 2A2 and 2B3..bolehla... actually kecewa tp at least more than my expectation..ok la tu.. ade rumusan sket la drpd citer ni :

•  terima kaseh byk2 kat KAK NGAH yang sanggup datang ajar addmath depan hostel almost every 2 weeks. time tu dia blaja kat matrix johor...thanx a lot :)
• time kaseh YAYA
• time kaseh NANA and ADEQ yang tolong ajar pape yg saya tak paham

i really appreciate you people :))